Living a life with pain

  • Posted on December 12, 2012 at 5:03 am

For me I would love to have a minute , hour, or day with lessened pain. My pain on a scale from 1 to 10 is a CONSTANT 17 even with the medications I am on. When I was in the hospital I had a nurse come in and ask me a bunch of questions. She could not understand that there was nothing to see that its NERVE damage from 3 surgeries and each surgery the pain got worse. She was almost begging me to see. I had explained that with vulvodynia you can not see anything. I have been to many doctors and there is nothing that they can do for me. The pain is draining, you get so tired and it affects your full system. My heart rate has gone up because of the pain and has been very very high. There are a lot of people that don##Q##t understand what constant chronic pain is. Theres no way to explain it other than have something like a needle or pin stabbing you constantly 24/7. I would love for a Christmas gift for just a little bit of pain relief. I dont expect to get totally rid of the pain but to maybe get it down to like a 7. I do have a high pain tolerance as well I have had many doctors tell me that. Even with my legs the doctors have said a lot of people would be in constant tears but to me my vulvodynia pain is a lot worse than the leg wound pain. I would say that pain on a scale of 1 to 10 is a 4. Add both of the pains together and it is AGONY every day all day long and every night as well….. I wish some people would try to understand and quit saying OH YOUR JUST ON TOO MUCH MEDICATION that you shouldnt take the meds. Until they WALK IN MY SHOES FOR AN HOUR, AS I WOULDNT WANT ANYONE TO HAVE THIS PAIN NOT EVEN MY WORST ENEMY.

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